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My first ever semi-pro camera in my life. 

Big thanks and love to papa and mama.

Welcome to mama, my dear Samsung NX1000!

Random on Xmas

Merry Christmas once again to everyone! 

Staying at home and squeezing in sofa in this special occation.

Now waiting for supper delivery from papa. ^^

Passing by to my blog and found a special thingy.

Tata! My JMomo is 1010 day-old today!

Hoohooo :D

2012 2012

Nothing much to mention about.

5 more days to Christmas. 

A wonderful moment to celebrate with family. 

Can't wait to back home after 48 hours! 
=D

Update to show that I'm still alive!

I'm back here, while waiting in the "waiting room" of Air Asia webpage to grab cheap flight tickets. Can't believe that I've been abandoning my bloggie for such a long time. Time really passes freaking-ly fast especially when you are in the super duper busy mood.

Had spent my days in the past few weeks in the very utilized way. Everyday tons of things had filled up my days and most probably this situation will be continue until January. 

Of cause as a student, I'm still busy for my lectures, presentations and assignments. Beside my TV study assignments, I'm still have to handle with my 3-Dimentional art class's assignments. This is the main torturing point of my life here. Interesting yet, deadly. 

While busy for study, as usual, I'm occupied with activities. My Japanese Language Society and dance group. Lotsa of things happened and happening, I'm still survive with it. :)

Yet, I'm back to work in Forever21 shop. Had some issue with the bossy boss, but due to I'm so damn poor now, I'm back to work in November. Then I'll be leaving for another part time job as a kids' enrichment center teacher. Hoohoo~ again, Miss L is coming back. ^^


Well I know this is a pointless post. Just a little scribble from me. Night world! :)

TVXQ. Catch Me.

Baby Catch Me. Catch Me
Catch Me, Girl, Tonight
떠나 버리기 전에
(I’m serious I’m serious)

나를 잡고 막고 울고 때리고
이유를 말해줬다면
(I’m serious I’m serious)

The comeback of the prince charming. UKnow Yunho and Max Changmin. CATCH ME.

I almost play it in my laptop for 24 hours. Can't stop replaying the song. Keep on clicking the button of replaying for the video.
Love this to the maximum! The synchronized robotic choreograph is awesome. They sure worked hard for this.

あつかれさまでしたね~ Can't wait to watch their live comeback performance soon.
And also knowing that they were filming for Running Man latest episode.

Hoot! Deabak!

这是个下着雨的早上

我一直都在告诉自己，
好的事情是值得去等待。
别为了能够 拥有，而去随便争取。
这样   对谁都不好。

身边朋友也常说
宁缺勿滥。
就从字面上，意思一览无遗。

明白的人，自然明白。
不明白的人
无论你怎样说破了嘴，
还是会用奇怪好笑的眼光心态看你。

唉的一声     潇洒走开。



常常自命清高的我，
打着心如止水的牌匾走天下。

当然不是没心动过，
只不过我总是觉得
这样只不过是昙花一现
美丽的感觉只不过是在这一瞬间而已
不久后就只剩下枯花

到时候那种经历万分疼惜后只剩下泪水的结局
应该只有泡沫偶像剧里的男女主角能够应付自如

我
做不到
我还学不会如何去真实地心动和行动


多久了  又一次
看着 望着 烦恼着

到底我是
因为,  而心动

还是
为了,  而动心

很烦 很茫 很酸
我也不想去想

是的
我又一次躲进龟壳里    不去想  不能去想

就这样丢着吧
反正


你不懂

:')

+ 我今年大三了 +

时间总是跑得特别快，尤其当你沉溺享受着那段时光时，往往真的是一眨眼就过去了。镇定的惊讶着，今年，我大三了。在理大的第三年，也是我的最后一年。从搭飞机的那一刻起就觉得特别珍惜即将要经历的一切。可能是我在这里生活的真的很开心，也很充实，所以在还未结束前就开始觉得惋惜不舍。

既然已经是最后一届的学生了，对于开学前的一切我还准备得还不错。不再像以前那样在电脑前忙傻了，回到大学又像个笨蛋那样跑东跑西为上课做准备。今年的我，悠哉游哉的飞降槟岛再回到宿舍。幸运的星期一没上课，就跟朋友边哈拉边整理打扫房间。

忙了整个下午才见到了我的同房室友。我还记得，一年级时我的室友是跟我同届的朋友；二年级时是一位大我一年的管理系学姐。到了今年，我被分配到了一位小我一年的经济系室友。看起来文静斯文的她，应该是位满不错的室友。在这一年内就好好相处吧！

我现在住着的宿舍可是全理大最老旧的宿舍。从以前开始就听说要装修，但永远只听楼梯响。算了算了~我也放弃期待了。回到房间打扫整理完毕后，就开始布置我的房间。其实，与其说布置，不如说只是把收好的东西在摆出来而已。嘿嘿~

两年前就开始用的米奇闹钟和小蓝存放格。

用可爱的照片雕饰来装饰我残旧的书桌。五颜六色看起来也开心~

这次我不再放透明包书纸在我桌上，麻烦又不好看。所以就买了一个很酷的餐桌垫放在桌上，弄脏了又容易清理。那样我就可以安心的边看戏边吃饭咯~

还没开始上课的我，而且也还没去进货，柜子里的东西少之又少。

很好睡得どもー君被单~

我的书桌~

三个门的衣橱。但我只用了最里面的两个门而已。

没什么重要事情千万要提醒自己别乱买衣服！

全照~ 我小而巧的地盘。

就这样，我的大三生涯就开始了。第三年也是很重要的一年，要开始准备毕业作品了。所以相对的花在活动上的时间也必须重新调整。虽然如此，某些责任不能说放下就放下，而且为了自己的喜好，还是要继续努力下去。

给大三的我，一切加油努力吧！

♥

 

+ Camera Wanted! +

Camera is always one of the items in my most wanted things list. Even I'm not so into professional photography field, but as a broadcasting student, a proper camera is indeed a need for me. Eveytime going out and sees that many people has a camera in hand and can shoot whatever they want anytime just makes me so damn jealous. As time goes by, the thought of having one keeps growing stronger, but the money issue always stop me wtf

Went out for gathering last time and found that one of my friends is now using this semi-pro camera -- Canon G12.

Seriously, I'm having love in a first sight to it. Cool appearance, light body, nice basic shooting needs, plus support 720p video recording! For me it's just totally super suitable me. Gotta work hard for my part-time job for this! Please wait for me babe!!

The second one is the instant polaroid camera which I have been noisy to get one since my secondary school life. Nothing much, just simply love the cute design of the camera and the instant photo capturing & printing effects. I think I can get this sooner compared to Canon G12 since the price is so much more cheaper.

They always come in different attractive cute colorful designs. COOL~~

Even I'm not a Hello Kitty lover, but yet like this so much~
どても どても かわいいね ^^

Hope these won't be just wish anymore. Good luck to me for get a part-time job ASAP~ :D

+ 当我们同在一起 +

忙完了我的实习，终于有时间跟我亲爱的们一家团聚~

好久没这样大家轻轻松松坐在一起吃饭聊天。

也好久没见到我们可爱的杨老了。

大学开课后，大家都各忙各的。

长大了，时间好像都不是自己能够完全支配。

忙，盲，茫。

偶尔跟老朋友们叙叙旧、没心没肺的谈天说地，

轻松，开心，温暖。

跟老师边吃饭边闲话家常，感觉真的很好。

每次听他老人家说话，

听他说中国文学的故事，

听他说人生的小道理、小哲学，

总让我有不同的收获。

感激感谢感恩生活中有着如此的一班人，

让我的成长更有意义。

=)

+ Step and Run +

Never knew that my left knee's injured can be this bad until I went for doctor. 

Had been working so hard for my dance performances and other exercises for past 6 months.

Jumping, stretching, falling,

all jumbled up and made it became worsen.

Doctor said that I might hurt the inner ligament and gotta get more rest.

If it becomes worse or torn the injured,

I might need a surgery on it.

=[

It has been already the third month since I hurt it.

I was still running here and there, putting on my heels to everywhere that time.

Now he told me not to dance / exercise for some time.

How can it be!?

Totally can't accept that I can't dance or exercise anymore..

Praying hard for myself to recover ASAP...

+ :D +

Life is still going on with my internship. 

Have been totally occupy by lotsa works every day.

Learn lotsa new things. Gained lotsa interesting experiences.

Busy.

Tired.

Enjoy.

A super duper ramdom post to keep my blog active.

Coming week is already the 5th week.

Hwaiting! 

:D

+ Happy belated with EPG +

Well, after few months of studying in different places all around Malaysia,

we are back together on 6/7/2012. And of cause, for my birthday~ ^^

Knowing that they were going to celebrate my birthday with me. Before went out mama said that how comes I just dress up with t-shirt and short and I just said that nothing special. :P 
We went to 21st Century restaurant that night. To be frank, I thought I only able to meet 3 / 4 of them, didn't expect others + one mystery guest coming. The best part of the night was having a nice and lovely moment with them.

After eat and drink and 3 8 for 1 hour plus plus, here came the moment they prepared for. Stupid monkey Lily came to me with a candle on her hand and put on the table. Saying that that's all for my birthday. I was stunted there for second and burst out laugh with others. But  after they fooled me for minutes, there was a stuff holding a cake filled with candles walked to me from behind. And at the same time, birthday song from the 38 gang. ^^

 

22 years old, 22 candles and totally filled up the cake's surface lol.Another thing that out of my expectation is, my darlings bought me a set of make-up product from Elianto. Hahahahaha~ Is it because of I always involve in performances better to have my own make-up set, or I'm already in the stage of "have to make-up"? No matter what, appreciate it to the bottom of my heart! ♥

He is the one! The special mystery guest! My 1.5 friend told me there is a friend coming to meet us when we were in the restaurant. I did thought of him but can't believe he really did come. There is already 2 years ++ after our last gather. He told me 1.5 told him at the very last minute and he just came without present. He still him, the funny him. Nice chatting time with him and he made me laugh into tears for few times lmao xD

Polaroid photos from my dearest Yun! I should had ask them to sign on it for me. Sigh~ How I wish I can own one Polaroid camera real soon too. The photos ALL belongs to me. Like these so much. Just that I looks so damn pale in my solo photo. Jeezzzz... well, is really the time to do some make-up for our next gathering. :D

Had a nice sweet night with my EPG dears that night. The best moment of the night ain't the celebration part, is having the time to meet with my girls. When time passing by and we are busy studying in different places, the time we gather and have fun become lesser and lesser. I treasure and appreciate every moment to spend with them.

I'm 22 now and so glad to say that, I still having you girls as my besties.
Xoxo ♥

+ 二十二 +

二十二，为我的二十一加上了一横。

如此轻松，如此沉重。
年龄的成长，也代表智慧的增加。在很多方面，我依然懵懂无知如小孩。

但愿长大了的我，能够成为不再让人担心的一位。

给妈咪的第二十二周年母难日，也给我，

生日快乐

22, a number of age that showing I'm no more a kid.
  One year older, yet still on the way to become a better person. 

Gotta learn to be more mature and wiser.
Happy 22th birthday to me. 

Lotsa ♥ to my mama :D

+ Study week!? +

Is a sunny Sunday today. I got a MC from my working place and going to stay in my room for the whole day.

Yes, today is the very last day of our study week, BUT also the first day of mine. :P

Went for Thailand trip with friends at the first 3 days of study week.

Had a nice great time time and spent almost all my money before came back.

Going to blog this trip out real soon. ;)

Also was busy for my working this week. 

Being a rookie in Forever21 ain't a nice job. 

They gave my the lightest job a.k.a standing at the front door and greet to the customers.

It's so killing-ly boring!! Time passes so damn slow ><

This semester I only having four written papers to sit for my final.

Thanks to my 100% coursework based minor.

But still my exam schedule is sucks. -_____-

11/6 - Communication & Culture

12/6 - Script writing

13/6 - Japanese II

26/6 - Communication, Power & Conflict

Ya ya ya~

Tomorrow will be starting my first paper.

Wish me good luck. 

:D

+ 突然好想您 +

今天跟之前一样，无聊的打工。

不同的是，我今天特别的想念奶奶。
不知怎么的，开工不久就觉得胸口闷闷一直觉得很郁闷，脑海一直想着去世多年的她。

虽然平时偶尔也是会想起她老人家，不过今天感觉特别强烈。
做工时看到一位白发苍苍的婆婆陪着两位孙子来逛街，
不知怎么的，
我竟然眼眶发热有想哭的冲动。

我看着他们三人走进店里，
婆婆和两位孙子开开心心的选购衣服，
互相给意见，有说有笑。
我一直注视他们，
心里
好羡慕好羡慕。

奶奶还在时是住在我们家，
真的很开心我们能够一直陪伴她到最后，
不过，
我心里总是觉得有遗憾，
总觉得我还没好好的陪伴从小就看顾我的她。

现在，
能够让我回忆的
就只有小时候的照片和脑海里的记忆。
真的好后悔没能和她拍一张合照。

今天的我，
真的真的很想念她。
很想念，很想念。。。。


嫲嫲，
我好掛住你啊。。。

+ Into Forever21 +

June,
last month of my 21 years old.

In this special yet important month,

I'm into Forever21.

Happy working + exam month to myself!

:D

:: 520 ::

朋友们从几天前就在为今天5月20号不知在兴奋个什么经。

好吧，对于我来说，没什么特别意思。

本人单身心如止水没爱人，

不打算浪费这一天来搞什么表白。

身边的朋友们一个一个开始谈恋爱了，

看着他们开心浪漫甜蜜，

每天跟爱人泡在一起，

我

真的

一点感觉也没有。xD

对于我这种到现在还是没念头要恋爱的想法，

身边的人也开始发问了。

我只能说，

时间跟感觉都还没到吧。

**摆脱，我也才22岁咧~**

我爱家人。

我爱朋友。

我爱课业。

我爱生活。

但就是没有想爱的爱人。

我，也期待他的出现。

然后对以后那个他说

3Q， 5 2 0

❤

:: Feast of artistic :D ::

Seven more days to our big show.

Dance practices still going.
Styling, make-up, stage formation, lighting bla bla bla stuffies not really completely settled. =/

Feels so tired of everyday endless practices and discussions.

But still,

I'm enjoying it. :)

Little targets before the show:

1. DIET!!

2. Sit-up x 30 times a day to get rid of my cute tummy

3. Sleep earlier ( kinda impossible, but my dark circles are so terrible! >< )

4. Drink more H2O

5. No fried / fast food within these few days!

Pray hard that our show will run smooth on that day.

All the best to my Bees & Tiramisu~

❤

:: Blue MPMKF ::

Went for Kung Fu Club Appreciation Night last Sunday.

An usual dinner for all performers and committees after their hard-works for Malam Kung Fu.

Went for my dance practice early in the morning that day. After that went to APT salon for make-up and hair-do with pals. :D

 Our terrible faces before make-up. =/

 Our own-set theme is blue. 

Oh yeah~ us after make-up and dress up. =^^=

Nice make-up and hair-do after a high payment~ :P

 

I thought only 4 of us will be the special "Blue" gang of the night. 

But who knows when we were there, found that there were lotsa ladies dressed up blue a well.

Lol nice coincident~ :D

  Me, Ele, LeePeng & Ee.

 Shaolin boy a.k.a. Mr.Ho, my course mate~

 My drum-mates :)

 Miss Law, me & Miss Te~

We had this again in 2012~ balloon kiss with Miss. Phoon! xD

Gotta make a compared picture with last year~

 

  Me and the pretty Miss Ke Li. Like her dress so much. :D

 We didn't really stayed until the ending of the dinner.

Heehee~ what we thought were we don't wanna wasted our nice make-up by just straight away back to hostel.

We sneaked out from the ball room and went for Snow Flakes house for desserts.

*  *

really happy to hear that many people saying that i'm become slimmer compared to before ^^

Next time if I have a chance to host a party, will definitely set it a blue theme also~

I LOVE BLUE COLOUR! ^^

:: Checklist ::

had been crazily incredibly insanely busy for the past few days.

*this causing me fall sick-ing*

i even wonder that did i even got 40 hours of total sleep wtf 

-_________-

ambiguous drawing

a1 paper-sized shapes drawing

speaking text drawing

3rd rehearsal for WenYu

origami event hosting

a3 paper-sized portrait drawing

comm & cultural presentation

japanese listening test 

contemporary dance's tshirt design

choreograph for modern dance

yukata event hosting

dance group agm

japanese language society agm

 God, my works list is like never gonna end.

so damn tired physically and mentally.

but still, i'm enjoying my life.

good luck to me!

 ❤

:: 150412 ::

I'm back.
After one week of not-so-relax semester break at home.
Mentally prepared for my coming busy weeks.

luckily my room ain't too big. is enough to make me crazy tidying up.


Going to start my
2nd part of 2nd semester of my 2nd year study.

Cheers to myself!


:)

:: That's the break ::

Didn't really went out for parties / chit-chat / shopping during my break.
Assignments makes me moodless yet friends were busy for other stuffs.
=[

Practically just hanged out with family.
Sweet yet nice time indeed.

❤

:: He's 8 years old ^^ ::

Happy belated 8th birthday to my naughty monkey cousin~
^^

met him few days after his birthday,
the first sentence pop out was
"Da jie, where is my present?
Gor gor got his already~"


oh god, he wants to meet the present more than me.
as a small punishment for this,
i did made fun of him before gave away the present~

xD

:: R.I.P. my sem break ::

Today is the first day of USM official semester break.
Started from Thursday, I saw many students already went back home with their big luggage and happy smile.
*jealous-nya T^T*

Too bad I'm not one of them.
Gotta stay here until 7th April to go back home.
Nothing special, just for assignments' sake. -___-

Too many works. Too little time.
My semester break is official ended before it starts! =(

Planned something for my sem break :D
1. Done assignments *priority wtf!*
2. Interview for internship
3. Day out with my EPG
4. Date with my JESS sweeties
5. Gathering with family <3

*

Dear everyone,
Happy holiday! ^^

Even life isn't going too smoothly,
but still,
gotta keep moving on and face it with big big smile. :)

:: ='] ::

经过了昨晚，我好像明白了什么。

一直以来，我都很怕被别人误会。我知道每个人都不同性格，所以我总是在尝试去融入对方，让他觉得我是有诚意想跟他做朋友。
在某些方面，我忍让，我妥协，我安静，我接受，都不代表我没用，而是我希望大家都可以开心、不必为不需要的东西烦恼。

但，原来我错了。


一切一切，在别人眼中我根本没用、懦弱、自以为是。
努力想要做好的事情，在别人眼中
那份努力与辛苦根本什么都不是。


虽然知道明白世界上并不是每个人都喜欢你，
但当亲耳把每一个如刀子般的字听进耳朵里，
感觉
真的很难受很难受很难受......

我真的很不喜欢被别人讨厌的感觉。
='[

:: 4th month of 2012 ::

Hi April! ^^

Time flies, my March just come and go at the very fast speed.
So far, March'12 is my busiest month.
*Basically 95% was about dance & performances :P*


Speak of my last week of March, for the first time in my life I completed 3 shows within 7 days!
You can imagine how I passed the week without proper normal human being's lifestyle.

24/3/2012 - Saturday - Sunny

Our dance group from USM main campus did a small cross-over with dance group from USM engineering campus. Nice time to spend with the funny guys from there.
Funny point : ladies are from main campus, gentleman are from engineering campus. xD

*

28/3/2012 - Wednesday - Warm

Dance group's flashmob II was in the house!
This time we collaborated with Hotlink in the conjunction of their latest plan promotion. 6 minutes of performance with 50 dancers in USM. Tiring preparation but proudly announce that we completed it successfully and nicely.
Yet, glad to hear our dancers enjoyed it and the representative from Hotlink also satisfied with our performance! ^^

*

31/3/2012 - Saturday - Cloudy

This time, I no longer a senior dancer from dance group, but performed as a dancer from School of Communication.
Our seniors held a concert as their final year project and we were one of the concert's performers.
This time my teammates were JiaYing, Shabi and Crisnee.
Fresh yet nice combination. :D
Was kinda nervous during this show due to have lotsa outsiders, media, reporters, friends and lecturers sitting down there.
Plus we prepared it in short time due to our busy timetable. But thanks God, our performance ended smoothly. ^^

*

So that's how I spent my last week of March. Still feeling tired when recalls all these.
Looking forward for my April'12~
waiting for more challenges & in-expectations ^^