Showing posts with label randomness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label randomness. Show all posts

Thursday, July 18, 2019

Gone with the Wind

道德绑架 真的让人很无奈


明明心中 所想 所要 有所不同
可是却出现了亲情牌/友情牌/大众化责任意识
来让你无可奈何地服从


应该说服从者懦弱、不敢勇于表达自己、不敢为了自己而去挑战吗?


还是说施压者因了解而利用感情枷锁和弱点来约束对方,让对方知道“我真的是为你好”?


不懂 不知道 很想逃避


从小到大的熏陶
保守的教育系统
生活环境的一切
世俗舆论 责任压力


越来越喘不过气
可以分享的声音越来越少
越来越不知道如何“生活下去”


每个人都在进步
我却依然浑浑噩噩 没有方向
活的真…… 失败


好想好想
真的好想
离开这一切

任性的 自私的
只为自己活下去



Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Update!

It really has been a while since my previous post here. Well, I have been totally occupied with my works since July and made me no time and no mood to drop by here. Now since I'm on my leave, here I come for some quite updates in these few months before 2013 cones to an end.

Work life
Many people knew that now I'm one of the freelance TV Production stuffs in Astro. This company used to be my first priority to enter after I'd graduated, and I'm lucky enough (though?) to enter the company right after my final examination at June.
Okay. My first day stepped into the office was 4th July. I will never forget this date as was a day before my birthday and had my very first OT until 9pm at the first day working wtfff. 


Working in broadcast field is always my dream. Yet I really do enjoy my works in these few months, even there were lotsa unhappy and stressful obstacles happened between. 


So far I had ended few programs as production assistant as well as assistant producer. Met lotsa people, including crews and artists; learn many new things and gained tons of experiences. 😸 Stressful time was occupied 50% of all these months sometimes make me damn sick of working. Work stress even makes me fell sick for few times and the only good side of this is I lose weight within those weeks wtf. 


Family life
Nothing much on this piece as my family is always as lovely as it used to. I sincerely understand that I really can't live without my family as I hardly can take care myself when I fully concentrate on my works. Few weeks ago I was so sick and yet have to prepare for a show shooting, thus my mind was totally set up for works. Thanks to mummy's loving care for me and I still survive until now~


Went to UM to support sister's performance with family. She claimed that this is her goodbye stage for her dance performing life in university. It was a nice show~ It makes me recall back those time when I was a student dancer in my University. Those bitter sweet time with my University mates :')


And not to forget to mention this baby boy. As cute as always. Just that now become more active as he's learning to walk without any support and also learning to speak "papa" and "mama". Oh my cuteness overloaded can die lol 

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Forget to mention that, I'm now blogging with my iPhone 5. Finally I'm get myself a new phone after struggling with the broken phone for almost a year wtf. Well, smartphone is really convenient and useful in different kinda conditions 😁 I'm still exploring for more apps to utilize the phone. Thanks to main sponsor, my papa for this~

I know this is kinda a pointless post lol 
So till then. じゃね~ 💕 

Sunday, July 29, 2012

+ :D +

Life is still going on with my internship. 
Have been totally occupy by lotsa works every day.
Learn lotsa new things. Gained lotsa interesting experiences.


Busy.
Tired.
Enjoy.


A super duper ramdom post to keep my blog active.
Coming week is already the 5th week.
Hwaiting! 

:D

Sunday, June 10, 2012

+ Study week!? +

Is a sunny Sunday today. I got a MC from my working place and going to stay in my room for the whole day.
Yes, today is the very last day of our study week, BUT also the first day of mine. :P

Went for Thailand trip with friends at the first 3 days of study week.
Had a nice great time time and spent almost all my money before came back.
Going to blog this trip out real soon. ;)

Also was busy for my working this week. 
Being a rookie in Forever21 ain't a nice job. 
They gave my the lightest job a.k.a standing at the front door and greet to the customers.
It's so killing-ly boring!! Time passes so damn slow ><

This semester I only having four written papers to sit for my final.
Thanks to my 100% coursework based minor.
But still my exam schedule is sucks. -_____-

11/6 - Communication & Culture
12/6 - Script writing
13/6 - Japanese II
26/6 - Communication, Power & Conflict


Ya ya ya~
Tomorrow will be starting my first paper.
Wish me good luck. 
:D


Sunday, July 24, 2011

✿ Pet penguin?


Jim Carrey's another great movie is out!
Well, I'm always craving for comedy movie exspecially this time, the movie is featuring with cute penguins!

OMG~ look at those little fellows' cute body gestures. I will be so so regret if I miss this movie.
Mr.Popper and the kawaii penguins, here I come ^^