T-Beats Production :)

Yes they are my group mates. My team for my final year project. 

Funny, nice, aggressive, clumsy, neat, blur and bla bla bla.

Together, we done presentations, proposals, 2 radio programs, a short PSA and a documentary.

Time be with them I had learn a lot. 

We discussed, we talked, we fight, we angry, we laugh, we bluff, we eat....

Lotsa things did together, tons of photos and memories we created.

 

 

All I wanna say is just Thank you! Seriously cherish every moment to be with you all.

Even our damn hard works seems not getting in return by not getting any awards LOL

But I'm confirmed you all did the best~

Let's work hard for our future and shine bright at our own ways!

 

* *

And also wanna say good job and cheer up to myself. 

Like mama said, failure is common. Improve and move on. 

:D

Eden of Fantasy

So, here comes the end of my final dance performance in USM. :') The goodbye stage for me o wrap up my performing life in the island.

Every year this big show from Persatuan TiongHua has become one fo my must-join stage in USM. A nice place for me to collaborate with all the peeps who love performing. People from same circle of craziness never failed to color my stressful life here.

This year the theme is Eden of Fantasy. Is platform for performers to show the creativeness on our dreams. Hahaha but these are what we dream of...

Funny, simple but sometimes is really hard to make these come true.

This time my team has 7 people yet 6 of us are the final year students. So you can imagine how we feel towards our final stage here. This time we tried something special and different. At least the dance we picked was something new to us. :)

Me and my dance crew, Dolly Swag-girls!

This time I was really enjoyed the stage. Not to say not nervous at all but is 90% of excitement + 6% of anticipation + 4% of nervousness. Our crew was faced lotsa obstacles before what we shown on the stage. But thanks to the passionate and the spirit towards dancing, we made it with flying colors.

After this, it might be a long pause for me to continue in this field. When think of that's all about myy threee years here just can't stop feeling emo. Friends even tearing when talk about this. Touch, happy and the feeling of not willing to be apart.
But I promised to myself that this won't be the end for me. I love dance and I love the stage. Counting down to my comeback stage heehee~

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I love you all my dance-mates!

General Election 2013

Purposely fly back home for my first ever voting in my life. As an adult Malaysian. As a University student who loves my country. :)

Put on yellow shirt before went to the voting place to show our concern and hope for our country. Done my voting accordingly. We voted not for any other purpose, but just simply want a better future for us.

But seems like the results are disappointing. Not about win or lose purpose, it the process taken and the intentions behind it.
Sad. Disappointed. Frustrated. Some more with the supporters who gave big big Like to all those thingy. Double the sad, disappointment and frustration.

Still moving on :)

OMG Final year project is seriously no joking!
Can't believe my April is going to end soon while I'm so damn super duper busy for my FYP.

Everyday wakes up with lots of things need to be completed. FYP, meetings, discussions, practices and part time job. My schedule is so damn full like I am a hot labeled celebrity wtf >_<

Life is hectic, stressful everyday with tons of works. 

Anyway, I'm enjoying and appreciate everything is happening. Doing the works I chose, loving what I'm doing, enjoying all the unhappy moments. 

Yes, I'm blissful to have all these. 

Wishing all the best in my final month as a University student. 

:D

Photo taken at Penang during me and teammates shooting for sunrise. ^^

JJ! xoxo

This is a birthday shout out post to my beloved only one idol,

Happy birthday to you Mr Lin! :D

2013, the 10th year as his superb fan. Time just flies sooooooo fast. Fell for him when I was 13, and now I'm counting down for my 23th birthday which is 100 days after his. Counting down for his seems like my must-do activity of a year. When he's getting.... older, as well as myself. xD

It has been 10 years, I used to be the girl who was so obsessed to him. When talked to the word "obsess", I really mean it and no kidding LOL. Now, I got it under control, I am still love him so much in a more rational way. I will continue being so obsessive and I like this! So this kinda "craziness" makes nobody around me doesn't know my love to him hahaha. Well I'm so damn proud to this.

 Like him not only because of his cuteness, ya my friends know me that I can't resist cute guy. But besides this, he is just a talented cheerful musician which always has a lovely smile on his face and I can't stop being his number one supporter! Love his angelic vocal, love his songs, love his dances, love how he takes to heart when comes to music, love all his live performances as well his SS moments.

Some people might thinks that I'm being so "fan girl" but only myself know the story. He's been my motivation, my inspiration and my super effective anti-stress-and-depression medicine. So, no regret for me to like him this much. Feel like it's fate that I was so into him right after my first time listened to his first album's songs from radio. I  love the 13 years old me who fell in love to him wakakakaka. Good job, the 13 years old me! *kiss and hug!*

 

Now this man is busy for his 10th album's promo. I can say that he is really blessed with talented skills in his career. All his songs are superb nice! Mesmerizing melodies. Can't wait to get his album in my hands now. While waiting, all I can do is just clicking to Youtubee and replaying the MVs. Please caome to Malaysia ASAP!

His 31th birthday was the time when he came Penang for promo and we were so damn lucky to meet him during the supper. I was just right the next two table of his and the boy was so nice to share us his birthday cake. How lovely he is.
You all have no idea how much regretful I am until today that I was so chicken and missed the golden diamond chance to wish him face to face for his birthday and asked for a photo with him.

God, while You are blessing him with your love, please do listen to my prayer and gives me another chance again!

Lastly, once again,

Happy birthday to you my love!

生日快乐
♥

18 Marchie

Blogging this while listening to my boy's latest new song, The Dark Knight. A super duper nice song which makes me clicked the replay button for over thousand times already. Indeed big big love!

Since I've been M.I.A. for some times here. Gotta do some updates. 

Life still as busy as its always does. Training, practices and preparing for my final year project. No more lecture for this semester. Everyday is occupied by works and even makes me seldom call back home. Seriously, no good. :(

Final Year Project is still going on. Even is not that smooth. A little comments from lecturers, a little arguments between mates, a little errands for the process. But over all, I'm really enjoying it.

Drum and dance practices are always happening at the same time. Frankly some times I'm really feel tired to cope for both sides, but at the end, the fun still drown me into it. So, why stop it? :)

Here is the list of the big days of my final semester in USM. Hope this won't get longer.

30/3 - Malam Kung Fu

26/4 - Gala Night - Kpop Dance

                                - Japanese song performance

11/5 - Wen Yu

16/6 ~ 18/5 - Impact Week for Communication students

I'm really going to miss this kinda life after I graduated. I will.

修炼爱情 :')

这首歌，一听就爱上。林式情歌，永远那么动人心弦、那么感动感触。:')

最强悍的第三者，永远都不是别人，
而是

命运。

笑着说爱 让人疯狂

哭着说爱 让人紧张

忘不了那个人 就投降

修炼爱情的悲欢

我们这些努力不简单

快乐炼成泪水 是一种勇敢

几年前的幻想 几年后的原谅

为一张脸 去养一身伤

别讲想念我 我会受不了这样

♥

 

E.M.O.

回到了槟岛的第八个小时，我，
想家了。

早上还在家逗狗、跟妈妈聊天，现在却在距离那么远的臭岛上烦恼着一堆东西。

刚回到不久，就马上要处理课业上的东东。因为是最后一年了，所以什么都要格外小心，不然真的很可能会毕不了业。就这样，我就带着这种压力忙头忙脑地整理我的房间。

今晚的晚餐，又吃不下了。



每当在家逍遥的颓废了一段时间，再回到这里我总是会有这种讨人厌的现象。
小小的房间，静静的房间，一个人坐在桌子前，难免会不开心。
时间过得真的很快。这次开学，是我最后一个学期了。
三年来明显的发现自己改变了不少，但我觉得其中没变的就是，我依然很容易犯想家病。
压力大、功课忙、活动乱时，病症总容易复发。

不过还好这种不安的情况总是闹个两三天或更短而已。
当开始上课办活动跟朋友混在一起时，一切就会烟消云散。


以后我要记得身边要常常带着巧克力。
甜甜的，让我的心情一下就好起来。:)



亲爱的恐怖的最后一个学期，我来也！