:: R.I.P. my sem break ::

Today is the first day of USM official semester break.
Started from Thursday, I saw many students already went back home with their big luggage and happy smile.
*jealous-nya T^T*

Too bad I'm not one of them.
Gotta stay here until 7th April to go back home.
Nothing special, just for assignments' sake. -___-

Too many works. Too little time.
My semester break is official ended before it starts! =(

Planned something for my sem break :D
1. Done assignments *priority wtf!*
2. Interview for internship
3. Day out with my EPG
4. Date with my JESS sweeties
5. Gathering with family <3

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Dear everyone,
Happy holiday! ^^

Even life isn't going too smoothly,
but still,
gotta keep moving on and face it with big big smile. :)

:: ='] ::

经过了昨晚，我好像明白了什么。

一直以来，我都很怕被别人误会。我知道每个人都不同性格，所以我总是在尝试去融入对方，让他觉得我是有诚意想跟他做朋友。
在某些方面，我忍让，我妥协，我安静，我接受，都不代表我没用，而是我希望大家都可以开心、不必为不需要的东西烦恼。

但，原来我错了。


一切一切，在别人眼中我根本没用、懦弱、自以为是。
努力想要做好的事情，在别人眼中
那份努力与辛苦根本什么都不是。


虽然知道明白世界上并不是每个人都喜欢你，
但当亲耳把每一个如刀子般的字听进耳朵里，
感觉
真的很难受很难受很难受......

我真的很不喜欢被别人讨厌的感觉。
='[

:: 4th month of 2012 ::

Hi April! ^^

Time flies, my March just come and go at the very fast speed.
So far, March'12 is my busiest month.
*Basically 95% was about dance & performances :P*


Speak of my last week of March, for the first time in my life I completed 3 shows within 7 days!
You can imagine how I passed the week without proper normal human being's lifestyle.

24/3/2012 - Saturday - Sunny

Our dance group from USM main campus did a small cross-over with dance group from USM engineering campus. Nice time to spend with the funny guys from there.
Funny point : ladies are from main campus, gentleman are from engineering campus. xD

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28/3/2012 - Wednesday - Warm

Dance group's flashmob II was in the house!
This time we collaborated with Hotlink in the conjunction of their latest plan promotion. 6 minutes of performance with 50 dancers in USM. Tiring preparation but proudly announce that we completed it successfully and nicely.
Yet, glad to hear our dancers enjoyed it and the representative from Hotlink also satisfied with our performance! ^^

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31/3/2012 - Saturday - Cloudy

This time, I no longer a senior dancer from dance group, but performed as a dancer from School of Communication.
Our seniors held a concert as their final year project and we were one of the concert's performers.
This time my teammates were JiaYing, Shabi and Crisnee.
Fresh yet nice combination. :D
Was kinda nervous during this show due to have lotsa outsiders, media, reporters, friends and lecturers sitting down there.
Plus we prepared it in short time due to our busy timetable. But thanks God, our performance ended smoothly. ^^

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So that's how I spent my last week of March. Still feeling tired when recalls all these.
Looking forward for my April'12~
waiting for more challenges & in-expectations ^^

:: Shout out to Mr.Wayne! ::

27.3.2012
Is your 31th big day today.
Wishes with full of love from my bottom of heart dedicated to you <3
May you always stay in healthy & your career becomes better n better.



Too bad I can't attend to your birthday party.
**it's just so RARE to happen here ><**

but still I believe our JJFC will give you a wonderful night.
enjoy the night and created some special moments just with JMs here~


Is my 10th year to you and the love is still counting~
:D

Happy 31th birthday to my beloved
Mr. JJ Lin! ^^

:: KungFu Night - Sacred Heart 赤龙之心 ::

YAY~ Finally the biggest event of USM Kung Fu Club is over!
After our hard works for so many months, finally all paid back from the applause and praises from the audiences!

This year, Kung Fu Night was held in USM Dewan Tunku Syed Putra which located inside of USM main campus. Felt great to see that we had audiences not only from USM, but also people from outside.
Felt happy, yet, so damn nervous + stressful before the show started.
But thanks God, everything started well, ended well :D

With juniors~ congrats to all of us who did played the 24 Seasonal Drum set powerfully~ ^^

Seniors drum performance - 相异~
Love this drum set so much. Lotsa really "yeng" posing and I love all the beats.
Can you spot which cool drummer is me?? ^^

We are the Sushi-Gangsters~ xD
Seven of us had our third round of performance in that night. A nice and special closing performance which only dedicated to 2012 Kung Fu Night~

The grand closing performance~ presented to you by 5 divisions from USM Kung Fu Club, Drum, Shaolin, TaiChi, WuShu and Dragon.
We used Jay Chou's song, 霍元甲 and brought out the message of "Together".
To me, it was so touching.

Oh yeah~ EPG girls in the house ^^
With our pretty usher Jean Ray after the show~

Seniors drummers in the house!
A bunch of crazy people tag along always make a big chunk of noisy, messy but great moments~ ^^ <3

Actually have lotsa things wanna blog out but due to laziness, just let it end here. :P
As a conclusion, we really had a nice day.
We had been training and preparing for this since last year. Attended 5 days of intensive camp to improve our drum skills. Because of this, all of us have become close yet crazy friends.
Precious moments indeed. :)

Am still waiting for our completed performance VCD to release. Can't wait to watch over again ^^
Do you wanna grab one too? Let me know ya~ :D

:: Recently.. ::

Life in USM still moving on.
Have been so damn busy and exhausted recently.

Lotsa practices and performances occupy my every second...
Like it never gonna ends...
My assignments, presentations, society's meeting bla bla bla have been totally abandoned by me. =[


Stressful. Tired.

But still,
this is my life.

So far, I'm enjoying in it. ^^

I'm still moving under gunfire. <3

シンムン、
がんばてくださいね~

:: =] ::

So this is it.
I really think that I gotta blog today down as memory for future.


This time is truly the time to say goodbye.
Thanks God that I did try to forget before hand.
Even it's still shocking and hurts tough.




わたしわ　あなた　が　
すきでした....

さよなら


:')

:: First stage in 2012 ^^ ::

Once back to USM, tons of works are keeping on haunting me.
Busy life. Hectic jobs. Tiring schedule.

But still, I LOVE my life. Moving on with passionate spirit~ :)


Febbie' 12 is indeed a dancing month to me. On the special day 29/2/2012, I had completed a challenging task - choreographed a 4 minutes plus dance in less than 2 weeks. Sounds great isn't it? But I was so so dying in the process.

Thanks God, I have a bunch of nice dance-mates. 101% of commitment from them and always helped out with me.

Due to limited time, we always trained until late night. Well, our practices weren't that suffering actually. Dance + talking crap + syok sendiri = our nights. ^^

We done our whole performance in just 4 DAYS. Can you believe how effective are we? Woohoo~ xD
At last, we are successfully stood on the stage and had our performance. Even isn't that perfect, but still we did our best. :D

I LOVE MY PRETTY DANCING LADIES!
hearts them ^^