Mess

I do not know what I am doing.

What I am doing with my life now.

Jobless

Business stucked

No income

Commitments & loans waiting

Messy hair

Poor skin condition

Bad body shape

Feeling I am in a dying maze.

I become lifeless. 

So lost.

No directions.
Helpless.
Stressful.

My family loves me and they do not wanna comment on this.

But I know they worried about me.

But,

What should I do?

What am I doing now?

What happened to me?

Where will I go?

Everything is a mess.

When can I pick up my life again?